sweet history

gara-gara abis nonton mamma mia duhhhh asli lagu lagu abba kereeennn bangetttt sambil ngepet of course :D baru aja selesei tuh dvdnya :D and yg nuncebbb abis dari sekian lagu yg ada di film mamma mia lagu the winner takes it all yg di nyanyiin meryl streep untuk pierce brosnan *btw opa pierce ganteng powwwllll :D eh udah opa-opa apa belom ye hihi*



the winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
About the things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain.

But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say
Rules must be obeyed

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all

I don't wanna talk
If it makes you feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...


goshhhh sweet history dalemmmm benerrr, hiks ...

OPA sting

shape of my heart by OPA sting

He deals the cards as a meditation
And those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for respect
He deals the crads to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden loaw of a probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

I know that the spades are swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades

I know that the spades are swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one
Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

I know that the spades are swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

hati gw lagi mellow ... pengaruh cuaca kali ye yg mendung - mendung trus hujan haha ... liat & denger OPA sting nyanyi bikin hati gw adem ... duhh nih org udah tuwir kok ya tetep cewl & sexseh aja anybody know how old is he ? ...

feedback by janet jackson

Light skin, dark skin, my asian persuasion
I Got them all that's why these girls out here hatin
Cause I'm sexy

Do you like my style
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy
Like I rock it down
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy
You can work me out
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy
Let me show you how
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy

So here's my demonstration, a peep show
Tonight my body's and exhibition baby
Though it's on display don't be scared to
Touch It It said so, so come and get it babe

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh

Light skin, dark skin, my asian, persuasion
I Got them all that's why these girls out here hatin'
Cause I'm sexy

Do you like my style
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy
Like I rock it down
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy
You can work me out
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy
Let me show you how
Yeah that sexy, sexy, sexy

Before we go any more further
Let me put you up on this secret babe
I got novelties so appeasing
Feed my fetish please, satisfy me babe

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh

You like it how I work my spine
Got you feeling all hypnotized (hypnotized)
I gotta body like a CL5
Make a **** wanna test drive but I'm so on fire
Flyer than a pelican find another
Chick better than I don't see her
Cause my swag is serious
I'm heavy like a first day period

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh

Strum me like a guitar blow out my amplifier
When you hear some feedback keep going take it higher
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh
Crank it up give it to me come on
Crank it up give it to me come on
I'm gonna feedback, feedback, oh
Feedback, feedback, oh

Feedback, Feedback (outpart)


for my dear friend dewi keiknya lagu ini enak juga buat dugem nek :D gw lagi dengerin sambil plurking nihhhh

gw dugeeemmmmmmmm :D

yup its trueeeeeeee akhirnya semumur-umur blom pernah ngerasain yg namanya dunie malem berangkat almost midnight pulang pagi a.k.a subuh terlaksana juga semalem wkwkwk gilingannnnnnnn :D yareeeennnn dibilang kunaooo, dibilang katro udh tuwir segini blom pernah dugem, its me! yg penting semalem gw ngerasainnnnn hahhahahahha padahal udh kepending almost one week coz gw ma laki gw punya perjanjian yg harus ditaati which is BOLEH DUGEM asal perginya berdua wkwkwkwk :LOL: akhirnya gw reschedule deh dapetlah tadi malem secara laki gw masuk shift pagi then we can go clubbing together *cihuyyyyy*

asalnya gw mang pengennnn banget ngerasain dugem keik apa sih secara di blognya preman tanggerang keiknya seru bangetsss ditambah lagi dulu d'premans mo pada ngedugem agustus minggu pertama tapi cancel :( so... dengan semangat 45 kutekadnya hati ini buat dugemmmm :lol: kebetulan temen kantor gw gendut ultah jadilah gendut yg trakterrrrr semua hohoho *sapa sih yg nolak trakteran* jadilah gw pergi ma temen kantor gw which is gendut (andreas) ,onta (pak didiek), hubby ama gw rencana awal meme mo ikut juga tapi in the last minutes die cancel ya wes next time aje ye nek :D

rencana awal kita mo dugem di musro doang so janjian kita ketemuan di lobby jam 1/2 11 malem gw dari rumah jam 10.15 deket sih tempatnya ma rumah gw so ibarat kata 5 menit juga nyampe hehehhehe sempet bete ma laki gw, coz DILARANG KERAS make tanktop ama rok jeans mini huuuuuuuuuuuuuuu padahal gw dah mo make itu or at least pake jeans bawahannya atasan tank top tapi akhirnya gw pake kaos biasa aja ama jeans sama heels deh yg dari ecy kemaren yg penting comfy di gw and hubby enggak bawel komentar hahhaha dari pada die mogok ngikot in a last minutes pan gw juga yg mokal ma anak-anak wkwkkwkw :lol:

akhirnya nyampe juga di lobby sunan hotel yup musro tuh bar&lounge dari sunan hotel lumayan bintang 5 so suasananya cozy gitu nihhh poto narsisnya sebelum masuk

onta, gendut, hubby,gw :D

lanjottt ...

nah pas masuk gitu ceritanya kita kepagian bow jadi first guest at musro lumayan disambut sama welcome music and kita di suruh request lagu fav langsung aja kita request umbrella-rihanna, mari bercinta-aurakasih, racun dunia - the changcuters and of course krispatih bila rasa ini rasamu wkwkkwkw :D langsung lagu ella-ella-ellanya di geberrr abissss :D *blom order udh request lagu :lol:* abis itu baru dahhh dimulai kita order illusion first request secara siangnya gw dapet bocoran dari preman katanya buat pemula keik gw minum ini dulu ... okehhh gw penasaran thats why we order illusion trus gw pesen juga orange juice wkwkkwkwkw incase gw kagak doyan ama minuman-minuman entuh pan sedia penangkalnya :lol: trus order beer juga pertama 4 botol dulu jadi atu-atu trus nambah lagi dah 4 botol secara gw aja atu blom abis eehhh onta udh mo abis 2 botol sinting! laki gw mah minumnya 1 botol aja plus 1/2 lagi sisa punya gw yg laennya die minum illusionnn wkwkkwkwk doyan jugaaa :P while gendut nihhh orang langsung open bottle Jack'd busetttt diserbu lagiiii tapi gw kagak berani minum jack'd (padahal black label) lah illusion aja ama beer gw selang seling sama orange juice mo minum begonoan yg ada gw lepehin lagi dahhhh *kagak berani nenggak*wkwkwkw :lol:

nahhh ni dieee muke-muke clubers nyaaa wkwkwk :D

pesenan pertama orange juice :P ama illusion :D


duhhh gaya banget dehhh :P


busetttt mulai pada aus tuhhhh

ternyata beer itu rasanya nda enak yaikssss :lol:

lumayan bikin goyangggggg juga so kita berempat asyik goyang di sofa dulu *blom panas* secara masih dikit pengunjungnya so kita nikmatin life musik dulu trus berkali-kali di sodorin mike sama singers-nya langsung kita serempak nyanyiiiiii getting wild here baru deh mulai stand-up ngikutin irama sedap coyyyyy ;) musro ini lounge suasananya cozy banget a lil bit jaim sih pengunjungnya tadi malem and nda ada DJ nya so kita pikir kurang wild nih salah milih hari akhirnya ada ide gila dari gendut ... kurang panas nih disini cabut yuk ke hailai mumpung masih jam 1/2 1 HAH???? OMG tapi akhirnya kita putusin cabutttttttttttt go to hailai giliiiinggggggggg 2 tempat sekaligus :D *enggak nyadar besok masuk jam 7 pagi* hohoho :D

pintu masuk musro

ini didalam musro lounge

nyampe hailai bener aja parkiran boil nya udh penuh men! wahhh bakalan rame nih ajeeb-ajeebb :D cant wait buat goyang -ajojing gw ma hubby penasaran keik gimana sih suasana ajojing tapi tunggu duluuuu pas liat deket pintu masuk ada tulisan NO CAMERA, wtf! jaaaa gimana mo narses nih pas lagi ajojing kecewa sihhh tapi pas masukkkk wahhhhhh naek lagi nih secara liat suasananya wild bangettttt:D jadi hailai ini pub& karaoke pub nya namanya Parouh Pub suasananya bergaya mesir ngarti dung gimana gedung-gedungnya hailai international executive pub sangat romawi kuno gituh cewlllll :D

nah disini baru kita berempat dance banget-banget seruuuu mennn susah nyeritainnya dah pokoknya masuk langsung dapet tempat front stage yg sofanya besar-besar wuihh cewllll terus order love passion buat gw sama milk shake wkwkwkkw incase gw kagak doyan love passion trus gendut order beer ama ging-gong ( au dah campurannya apa ) trus laki gw order cola ama beer and onta order beer sama long island and kita order juga frenfries, sama tahu pong bow asliiii tahu pong nya enaaaakkkkkkkkkkk banget pertama gw mandang sebelah mata lah lagi gini mesen tahu pong apa enaknya tapi gendut the expert dengan santeinya ngomong coba duluuuu baru ngomonggg bener aja beda rasa tahu pongnya tahunya halussss banget :D abis gitu gendut mesen lagi singapore sling busettt tuh anak wkwkkwkw :lol:

sayang nda boleh take a pic bow asli sebelll banget sih tapi ketutup juga sama musicnya sama enterteinnya dari those singers, gw ma hubby goyang moloooo di pinggir sofa kita, mean while onta ama gendut malah udh di depan stage bareng clubers laen sambil mantengin singers ceweknya bhuakkakakk :lol: keiknya jack'd nya yg diminum di musro dah naek ke otak tuh wkwkkwkw :lol: abis itu gendut ma onta balik lagi ke sofa kita trus kita berempat joget -joget ala onta muterin table nya wkwkwkkw gilingannnn ampe co-ce sebelah sofa kita pada ngakak ngeliatin tarian gilingan kita :LOL: pokoknya dance molooooo sampe jam 2 subuh and closingnya ama lagu bertitle starlight :D, rock!!! mennnnnnnnnn what a great nightttttttttt :D

ps : next target tgl 23 agts ini *kalo hubby shift pagi lagi* coz di musro ada DJ nyaaaaa bakalan goyang molooo ampe pagiii dahhhh hahahhahah:D

bimbang

Bimbang by melly goeslow


Pertama kali aku tergugah
Dalam setiap kata yang kau ucap
Bila malam tlah datang
Terkadang ingin ku tulis semua perasaan

Kata orang rindu itu indah
Namun bagiku ini menyiksa
Sejenak ku fikirkan untuk ku benci saja dirimu
Namun sulit ku membenci

Pejamkan mata bila kuingin bernafas lega
Dalam anganku aku berada disatu persimpangan jalan yang sulit kupilih

Ku peluk semua indah hidupku
Hikmah yang ku rasa sangat tulus
Ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa
namun ada yang hilang separuh
diriku

gw baru tau kalo ada lagu ini *kemane aje* hahaha :P padahal lagu lama zamannya AADC ... itu juga gw taunya pas dinyanyiinnya tadi malem ada acara panggung 17-an di komplek gw, di nyanyiin ama anak-anak remaja komplek yg pada ngeband trus didaulat manggung ternyata lagunya keren coy langsung gw cari, nih dapet deh di bang yutub mayan lah buat didengerin ... anjrit ya melly itu kalo nyiptain lagu ngenaaaa benerrrrr ekekekkek :LOL:

btw MERDEKA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *blom telat kan? :LOL:*

a mild soundernalin present ...

akhirnya dengan berbekal 20 rebu rupiah ( per-ticket) gw berempat bisa nonton juga A MILD SOUNDERNALIIINNNNNNN hehehhheheh *lebay* yareennnnnn pokoknya cewlllllll abisssssss jejingkrakan ampe jam 10 malem dari jam 10 pagi cuman jarak 2 meter dari panggung utama di prambanan parkview yogya and semalem ampe rumah jam 12 kurang 1/4 padahal pagi ini gw jam 7 udh ngantor bayangkan! ngantuknya ooooaaahhhhhhh *ngetik sambil nguap*

jadinya ada 4 panggung 2 panggung utama yg nyamping-nyampingan dan 2 panggung talent & rising star gituhhh nah band -band besar di 2 panggung utama yaitu a mild stage & simpati stage gitu such as d'massiv, nidji, pass band, j rock, krispatih, samson, andra & the backbone, cokelat, gigi, dewa, ungu, peterpan dll trus rissing stage ada band rissing star keik afgan, tangga, seventeen, julliete, matta, aura kasih dll and talent stage yg diisi band-band indy *sedikit pun nda gw lirik* wkwkwkwk :P

ini gw motoin beberapa artisnya banyak yg enggak kepoto secara heboh nyanyi ama jump-up molo :P

ini dia cowok lebayyyyy justin timberlake indo a.k.a ressa herlambang gilingan bow sampe dibuka tuh kaos nye ma doi bhuahahhahahahah yg cowok-cowok pada komentar najeessssss yg cewek-cewek pada screaammmmmm jijayyyyy wkwkwkwk gw nonton masih dibelakang tuh soalnya masih panas jadi ngadem deket panggung buat shooting nya :D *stage for crew*

clubeighties tuh si desta sableng pake celana hotpants ngalahin cewek bow pendeknya wkwkkwwkkw ... lembu ama vincent juga lebayyyy abisss ngebodor molo :P


sherina udh gede lohhh cantikk deh seneng liatnya suaranya bow tapi sayang lagu gw yg better then love nda dinyanyiin :( padahal gw ngarepin banget-banget-banget:)


ini j-rock lumayan lagunyanya meskipun banyak yg nda hapal gw ama lagu-lagunya :D aksi panggungnya not bad lahhh :D

liat pemandangan seger-seger duluuuuu yg cowok -cowok langsung pada kompak ambil camdig kemaren wkwkwkwkkwk *sinting* and serempak nyanyi sunny-sunny jantung ku berdetak tiap ku sebut namamu *ini sebenernya yg ngefans cewek-cewek apa cowok-cowok sih :lol:*



kepastian cintaaaaa .... dengarkanlah permintaan hati yg teraniaya sunyiiii....letto lumayannnnn bikin adem lagu-lagunya hmmm btw noe ternyata aslinya kok enduutttt yaaa :)



nahhhh ini die emak-emak premannnn suara-suara mereka dahysat bowwww apalagi uthe wuihhhh bagusssssss gw demen ma emak ituh gw bilang malah yg paling enak diliat body nye hehehheeh secara krisdayanti kok aslinya mah item ya terus emak titi sepatunya bowww soldier abissssss kerennn sayang gw nda sempet ngeshoot abis semua asyik nyanyi la-la-la-la-la duu la la everybody need a lot of love la la la la la la la bilaaaaa kau mauuu percaya ada getaran cintahhhh ... :D


bilaaaa...rasaku ini rasamu...sanggupkah engkaauuuuu.... kerispatihhhh duhhhh sengaja mukenye sammy gw samarkan hihihi takut kiwil protes secara kembarannya lebih tenar btw tuh yg maen gitarnya cewllllll melodynya sedap coyyy gw 2-3 meter didepan panggung disemprot aer molooo ampe kuyup apalagi ditutup ama lagu cinta putihnya wuihhhhh tangan diatas semua dehhhh :D


dengan nafasmu aku hidup bersama dirimu aku bahaaaaagiaaaa hidup di dunia lagu gw bangetttt ... bamssssss *ceritanya gw teriak* ..... samson asliiii bagus loh livenya nih org trus tampangnya juga kok ya jadi cute banget beda ama di tipi hahhahaha tuh liat die lagi flirting ma gw wkwkwkwkkw :LOL:

duhhhh si kang ariel ini laganya sok cewl mannnn pokoknya luna maya forever lah tuh org hahahha aksi panggungnya biasa aja tyuhhhh masih bagusan kerispatih ama samson dibanding aksi panggung nidji jaohhhhh kalah lah masih bagus nidji banget dibandingin ama pass band apalagi hehe maab ye yg buat fans peterpan hmmm std lah apalagi uki gitarisnya duhh melodinya gitu-gitu aja :P

nahhhh ini yg paling hebohhhhhhh gw sampe enggak bisa ngucapin banyak -kata-kata gimana enggak sepanjang laguuuu jumppppppppppppppp upppppppppppp moloooooo gilingan dehhhhhh TOP BGT asli giring hebat deh hebat pokoknya mana lagu nidji lagu-lagu gw banget full memoriiiii hahhahahahhahaha :D otomatis gw juga dung nyanyi jangan engkau lupakan aku jangan pergi dari akuuuuuuuuuuu .... ooooouuoooo

sebetulnya masih banyak yg nyayi ada d'massiv, MJ huuuuu si perex males gw poto yg ada mo gw timpuk pake botol aqua wkwkwkkw trus ada changcuters berhubung di stage simpati jadi liatnya dari jauh nda bisa motoin trus ada naif, dll ... tapi gw enggak sampe malem banget cuman sampe jam 10 jadi gw lewatin dah group band ini ungu, cokelat, gigi & dewa ( kalo dewa mah sengaja gw nda mau nonton lah kambing ditonton ihhh jijayyy ) dll .... lah kalo gw balik subuh besok gw harus kerja bow mana perjalanan solo-yogya pulak jadinya sampe jam 10 aja abis nidji perform gw balikkk pulang heheheh:D

nah kalo yg dibawah ini poto narsis nya *lebayyyyyy abissssss poto-potonya*

pas masuk jam 10 pagi siap untuk pestaaaa

dibelakang gw ma hubby stage a mild panggung utama nahhh disitu gw entar bakalan ajojing, jump-up and screaaammmmm

nah ini didepan stage simpati sampingan dari stage a mildnya belom mulai lagi pada check sound jadi narsi-narsis duluuu gw ber4-an hubby,gw,detri ama shendy pacarnya detri :D


biarpun topinya gembel *sorry mom secara punya nyokap gw embat* hehe :P tapi sangaaatttttttttttt bergunaaaaaaa secara panasnyee naudjubilahmindalik :(

biasalah org narsis ada tempat kinclong dikit aja teteuppppp dipake buat narsis

dan semalem gw sampe solo jam 12-1/4 malem bow, langsung gw sms ibeth buat ngucapin hepi bresdayyyy takut telat coz hp sengaja gw taruh dimobil biar nda kesiram aer pas nonton and takut dicopet juga soalnya hhehehhehe jadi yg ada cuman bawa duit dikantong jeans itu aja dikuel-kuel di saku yg kecilnya *saku jeans* ama ktp dah di saku besarnya hehehheh :D well hepi bresdayyyyyyy nenekkkkkkk panjang umur yaaa dan yg utama sehatttttt jauh dari sakit banyak rejeki ya nekkk sori ngucapinnya paling telat hehehhe tapi kan blom jam 12 malem hihihi so the last one deh :D


pokoknya semalem luarrrr biasaaaaaaa cewlllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll :D enggak rugi deh jauh-jauh nonton konser :D gilingan pokoknya :D puaassssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss :D


ps : nonton ya BESOK, SELASA MALAM JAM 10 DI RCTI nontonnnnnnnn yeeeee

i found this song ... on my winamp ...

kuharap kau ada by rio febrian

Ku cari, tak ku dapatkan dirimu
Ku hirup, tak ku dapatkan nafasmu
Di mana kini dirimu berada
Hilangkah atau hanya sementara

Meski jauh
Tak kan pernah tergantikan
Kau ada di setiap nafasku

Ku harap kau ada
Di samping ku saat ini
Ku harap kau ada
Di samping ku saat ini

hiks ...

lagu mellow

kerispatih - Bila rasaku ini rasamu

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu
Seluruh jiwa telah ku serahkan
Menggenggam janji setiaku
Kumohon jangan jadikan semua ini
Alasan kau menyakitiku
Meskipun cintamu tak hanya untukku
Tapi cobalah sejenak mengerti

Reff:
Bila…Rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga
Coba…Bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini, kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Wouo wouo woh wooo uuuu wooo u woo

Reff:
Bila…Rasaku ini rasamu
Sanggupkah engkau menahan sakitnya
Terkhianati cinta yang kau jaga
Coba…Bayangkan kembali
Betapa hancurnya hati ini, kasih
Semua telah terjadi

Aku memang terlanjur mencintaimu

lagunya duhhhhh jangan tanya mellow abis .... picnya sengaja gw pasang kecil coz yg nyanyi mirip tukul sih apalagi kurus body nya sekarang hehehehhe bagusan dulu gemukan :P trus kelakuannya juga minus :( tapi gw suka ama suaranya mayan enak didenger keik lagu-lagu kerispatih di album sebelumnya ... nyentuh hati .... apalagi saat suntuk keik begini ...

kesindir nih ...

salah by cokelat


Usahku menepis rasa
Rindu yang mendera jiwa
Kau buat aku tersiksa

[hooww wooouuu...]
Lemahku lemah
Tak berdaya

Reff:
Salahkah bila
Ku tak henti mengharapkannya
[hooww woouuu...]
Meskipun akhirnya
Ku tahu dia hanya membuatku terluka

[huuu huuu huuu huuu huuu huuu huuu]

[howw wooouuu...]

Back to Reff:

[huuu]
[howw wooouuu...]
[huuu]
[howw wooouuu...]
[huuu]
[howw wooouuu...]
[huuu]
[howw wooouuu...]


belom dapet yutub nye biasa di banned IT entuh :( tapi lagu baru cokelat ini enaaakkk deh didenger biar dikata singkat tuh lagu tapi dalemmmm ... ;) suara kikan enak didengernya ....


simak deh liriknya ... pasti banyak deh yg kesindir bhuakkakakak, include me :LOL: :LOL: :LOL:

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Separuh nafas jiwaku
Sirna...

Bukan salahmu
Apa dayaku
Mungkin benar cinta sejati
Tak berpihak
Pada kita

Reff:
Kasihku
Sampai disini kisah kita
Jangan tangisi keadaannya
Bukan karena kita berbeda

Dengarkan
Dengarkan lagu.....lagu ini
Melodi rintihan hati ini
Kisah kita berakhir di Januari

Selamat tinggal kisah sejatiku
Wow....pergilah


enyak-enyak-enyak di dengernya, mellow-mellow ngayal, duhhhh emang bener ya, kalo udah cinta mati, mo gimana-gimana juga teteuupppp cinte, mo pisah kek, dipisahin kek, atawa sengaja pisah kek teteupppp cinte dihati teteupppp dipiara, well keiknya pepatah jadoel yg bilang cinta sejati emang enggak harus memiliki benaarrrrrr adanya sesuai, pantes & signifikan banget ama lagu ini .... doohhhhhhhhh pusiiingggggg !!!!!! apa sih signifikan itu? tau artinya juga kagak hehehe :P

woiiii ... hooolaaaaa ... somebody yg lulusan jurusan matematika kasih tau dung apa arti signifikan ituuuuuuuu pleaseeeeee *kumat gilingnya nih gw* hehe yareeennnnn yang penting besok weekend horeeeee have a nice holiday guys :D

lagi demen

luka lama - coklat

kurintangkan hati
kubalut luka lama saat kau pergi
kutegarkan diri
walau bayangmu hadir di setiap mimpi

* oh haruskah
kubenamkan diri meratapi
tenggelam sesali yang terjadi
tersiksa bersama hampa asa

reff: kini kuhanya ingin lupakan semua
mengenangmu menyesakkan jiwa
kan kuhapus air mata
hingga kudapat sembuhkan luka

kucoba hadapi
walau pahit terasa tak terobati
harus kulewati
seakan semua tiada pernah terjadi

repeat *
repeat reff

semoga kelak lupakan semua
mengenangmu menyesakkan jiwa
kan kuhapus air mata
hingga kudapat sembuhkan luka

iyeeee tau ini lagu jadoel banget tapi gw lagi demen dengerinnya di kantor sambil kerja enak didenger dikuping ... *padahal kuping gw baru sembuh* kebanyakan dengerin lagu ini kali ye hahhahaha :P tapi lagu-lagu coklat emang enak didengerin sih suaranya kikan khas sengau-sengau gimana gitu :) she has great voice :D sempet kaget sih pas kemaren dia mutusin pisah ama lakinya padahal gw pikir mreka pasangan yg pas, cucok, serasi jauh dari gosip tapi akhirnya berpisah juga :( *blaga jadi temennya aje, mang gw sapa yaq ? * hahaha :P tapi yaaa mau gimana lagi mungkin mereka sudah usaha banget keliatan dari gugatan cerainya sempet ditarik lagi dari pengadilan agama tapi akhirnya ngajuin gugatan lagi dan pisah dehhh hmmm mungkin emang bukan jodohnya kali ya duhhhh gosipppp banget sihhhh :P

udh ah kerja lagiiiiiii and THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY !!! :D

goodbye my lover by james blunt

kapan hari gw liat metro tv nayangin a special evening with james blunt ... langsung gw pantengin tuh metro ampe laki gw protes coz die kagak boleh megang remote tv wakakakak :P abis kalo dia yg megang pasti deh pas iklan dipindah-pindah chanelnya trus pasti gw kelewatan lagu-lagu yahudnya james blunt :( langsung aja tuh remote gw ambil alih kekuasaannya hehehe *devil mode ON*

good bye my lover by james blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

duhhhhh so touching banget-banget-banget, sexy abis deh tuh orang bawain lagu ini tatapan matanya itu loh jiwanya nyatu ama tuh lagu, kereeennn bangettsss ... emang ini bukan lagu baru banget, dulu waktu baru-barunya nih lagu gw suka denger di prambors kalo pagi dijalan suka di puter pas acara panda berkokok atawa pas acara putus-nya desta ama dagienx :D jadi sambil nyetir gitu gw suka nyanyi nih lagu, trus dampaknya pasti nanti seharian di kantor bawaannya mellow-mellow ngayal gitu deh wakakkakak :P

you tube - nya nanti dirumah ya gw pasang, biasa dikantor you tube di block ma admin entuh, bah! menyebalkan :P

ps : gw nyoba buka you tube pake skinflix di friendster hmmm hasilnya sih keluar kode htmlnya tapi teteup gw nda bisa liat james blunt-nya ... pengen cepet nyampe rumah pengen liat :D

ps lagi : to all pengumuman buat yg mau dengerin papa blunt nyanyi buka blog gw pake IE ya ntar ada deh suara yahudnya papa blunt wokeh ? *sapa nanya* wkwkwkwk :P

super hubby saleb show :P

tengtereeeengggg .... hubby gw mau ikutan super hubby saleb show ;)

laki gw in action wkwkkwkwk ;P

gangguin ahhh duh si masnya masih malu-malu ;)

aslinya yg gangguin mo narsis aje hehehehe :D yg digangguin cuex bebex nyanyiiiiii :P

duhhhh si masnya kok bukannya malu malah malu-maluin hahaha tarik maaannggg :P

sengaja di buremin foto artisnya takut fans-fans pada rebutan minta poto bareng wakakakak :P

hihihi .... itu kegiatan gw ama hubby waktu liburan kamis kemaren :P ... well, our relation getting better now ... just wish us luck yaaaaa :D

my saving grace

my saving grace by mariah carey

I've still got a lot to learn
But, at least I know where I can turn
When I'm in my times of need
Just as long
(As I know all things are possible)
Just as long as I believe

I've loved a lot, hurt a lot
Been burned a lot in my life and times
Spent precious years wrapped up in fear
With no end in sight
Until my saving grace shined on me
Until my saving grace set me free

Giving me peace
Giving me strength when I'd
Almost lost it all
Catching my every fall
I still exist because you keep me safe
I found my saving grace within you

Yes, I've been bruised
Grew up confused
Been destitute
I've seen life from many sides
Been stigmatized
Been black and white
Felt inferior inside
Until my saving grace shined on me
Until my saving grace set me free

Giving me peace
Giving me strength when I'd
Almost lost it all
Catching my every fall
I still exist because you keep me safe
I found my saving grace within you

And the bountiful things that you do
Lord thank you
For delivering me

And giving me peace
Giving me strength
Giving me hope when I'd
Almost lost it all
Catching my every fall
I still exist because you keep me safe
Always my saving grace
Pulls me through
I found my saving grace within you

(Yes you are - you're my every, everything)
Within you...
(Only, only you)
Yes lord
(Only you)
My saving grace lord is
You

ini keiknya minggu mariah carey deh ;), another amazing song again, giving me spirit through this day ... Ya Allah ... god thank you for being my saving grace for all this time ... sembah sujudku selalu padamu wahai raja penguasa langit dan bumi ...

youtube nya ntar ya dirumah dikantor di block sihhh :P

i only wanted

i only wanted by mariah carey

Doesn't it ever stay
Must it always fade away
Couldn't love ever be
Something tangible and real
Farewell, fairweather friend
Abandonment returns to taunt me again

I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly I romanticized
Someone was saving my life
For the first time
I only wanted you to be there when I
Opened up my eyes

I was caught in your masquerade
Wish I'd stayed beneath my veil
But it just seemed so easy to
Open up myself to you
Once more into the wind
The embers scatter
And the chill settles in

I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly I romanticized
Someone was saving my life
For the first time
I only wanted you to be there when I
Opened up my eyes

Oh
I only wanted you to stay
Linger and mean the words you said
Foolishly I romanticized
Someone was saving my life
For the first time
I only wanted you to be
The one to get me through that night

I only wanted you
To be there when I
Opened up my eyes
Oh
Doesn't it ever stay?
I only wanted you to
Stay


another amazing song and lyrics from mimi ... you tube nya ntar malem gw pasang dari rumah di kantor situsnya di block :(



quick update at 5.30 pm

pulang kerja laper, mo makan besar males, ntar malem ada janji ma ortu di square, so maemnya ntar aja ahhh, kan mayan ditrakter bokap wkwkwk ;), buka kulkas ada shoestring & sosis langsung gw goreng :D




dikit ya ... masih laper nih ... segitu mah cuman lewat doang di mulut hehehe :P

i dont want to get hurt

"I dont want to get hurt"

In everything I see, you appear with me, how come? How come?
And everything I do, involves you too. We are, like one.
In my life there has been so many changes,
and I don't want to be left out in the rain.

I don't want to get hurt, I've done my time.
All I want from you, is to tell the truth.
I don't want to get hurt, no more this time.
I don't want to go blind, and find,
it's falling apart all the time.

In the middle of a dream, you are there for me, your face, your lips.
But there's no way you can tell, cuz I hide it really well, so well.
In my life there has been loving and lying,
and I don't need another reason to cry.

I don't want to get hurt...

I'm falling apart one more time

[Bridge]

I don't want to get hurt, I've done my time.
All I want from you is to tell the truth.
I don't want to get hurt no more this time.
I don't want to go blind and find
it's falling apart all the time.



gw dengerin lagu ini since yesterday, another mellow song again *gw banget* , liriknya amazing, lagu lama from roxette, kenapa kalo lagu-lagu lama umurnya lebih awet ketimbang lagu-lagu keluaran baru ya ? abis ini gw dengerin it must have been love-nya ahhhhhh, ... hiks ...

enak juga lagunya ;)

BUKANNYA AKU TAKUT by JULIETTE

ku tak peduli
bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
ku tak peduli
ku memang begini

bila ku benar-benar cinta mati
ku tak peduli
apa saja yang kuinginkan
kamu rela

*bukannya aku takut
akan kehilangan dirimu
tapi aku takut
kehilangan cintamu

mungkin saja saat itu
kau mempermainkan aku
seakan kau bisa
membalas cintaku

kau tak kan mengerti
yang selama ini aku rasakan pasti
kau tak peduli
bila saja yang kuinginkan
kamu rela

tadi siang jam 1/2 3 an suasana hati lagi mellow-mellow sambil dengerin prambors eee ada lagu ini dari julliete duhhhh lyricsnya kok ya sangat dalem banget sihhhh ... jadi pengen beli mp3nya...pulang kantor beli ah....buat adek gw thank u ya udah kasih tau judulnya nih lagu *hugs* soryyy bangunin elo bobo hehehheh :P sengaja abis molor moloooo :P

this song...gw banget !!! ;)

phuifhhh untung aja gw kebangun semalem, jam 8 1/4 gara-gara sohib gw telpon ekekekek kalo enggak, bisa kelewatan nih nonton top 12 girl on american idol :( perasaan tadi baru jam 1/2 8 deh, gw emang udah mantengin tipi dari pulang kerja soalnya keingetan ada tayang american idol 12 besar cewek, secara yg 12 besar cowok kan udah kemaren malem, nahhh pas udah jam 1/2 8 - an gituh mata ini perep-perep ayam dan ketiduran deh ... tibu-tiba hp gw getar and mengumandangkan permintaan hati-nya letto di kuping gw doeng!!!! kebangun sambil pusing gitu pala gw...ngambil hp ...

gw = alo... [sambil serek-serek s3xy baru bangun tidur wakakakak :P]
jessie = nenek bobo lu ye ?
gw = he-eh apa nek...
jessie = ya udah sana bobo lagi...ntar aja besok gw mo cerita ...
gw sambil mulai sadar di depan mata di tipi ada tayangan Ameridol... = hmmm nda apa-apa nek ada apa .... sambil mulai sadar pelan-pelan ... *hiperbola lagiiii :P*
jessie = bla..bla..bla...sebentar and trus besok aja deh nek critanya ya, gw juga mo bobo ya udah sana lo bobo lagi.... keiknya jessie sadar gw diem aja kagak konek wkwkwkwk :P
gw = he he...ya udah gw bobo ya..byee nek...
jessie = bye...klik ditutup

padahal abis itu mata gw langsung melek liat tuh idol cewek pada nyanyi hohohoho ... hihiihih....lav u jessieee hari ini gw telpon elo balik yaaa hihihihi cup-cup-cup mwuuahhaa xixixixi :D

and gilingan .... gw rasa season 7 ini pasti yg masuk final banyakan yg ceweknya liatin aja yg cewek performed lebih siap dan bagussss suara-suaranya itu lohhh pada dahsyat dibanding yg cowok-cowok kemaren malem, nah kalo kemaren sampe sekarang sih gw teteup jagoin michael johns, david archuleta & syesha sekarang gw tambah lagi dengan ramiele malubay si kecil-kecil cabe rawit yg dari philipina suaranya itu bow dasyatttt pas kemaren nyanyiin YOU DON'T HAVE TO SAY YOU LOVE ME lagu dari dusty springfield ( era 60-an ) kebetulan temanya lagu dari era 60-an trus gw tambah juga dengan asia'h epperson and alaina whitaker yg nyanyiin i love you more today -nya diana ross ... but tadi malam lagu yg pas dan ngena di hati gw adalah lagu yg dinyanyiin Ramiele Malubay ... the lyrics ... gw banget ! this is how i feel ... lately just cross my heart ... hiks!

here are Ramiele performed with you don't have to say you love me ... just checked it out ... ;)

here are the original lyrics [ the bold words was singging by ramiele last night ]

When I said I needed you
You said you would always stay
It wasnt me who changed but you
And now youve gone away

Dont you see
That now youve gone
And Im left here on my own
That I have to follow you
And beg you to come home?

You dont have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You dont have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me, believe me
I cant help but love you
But believe me
Ill never tie you down

Left alone with just a memory
Life seems dead and so unreal
All thats left is loneliness
Theres nothing left to feel

You dont have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You dont have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me, believe me

You dont have to say you love me
Just be close at hand
You dont have to stay forever
I will understand
Believe me, believe me, believe me


update at 15.30

allow...allow...hehehehe ngapdet lagi nih, critanya tadi siang gw ke pgs sama hubby nyari sesuatu hihihi ;) nah setelah barang yang kita cari dapet gw iseng-iseng nih liat liat sepatu plastik yg lucu-lucu itu sebetulnya udah lama pengeeeen beli tuh sepatu plastik tapi selaluuu aja kelupaan kalo gw ke pgs atawa bts ... nahhh berhubung inget langsung aja gw menclok di kios satu ke kios laen hihihi laki gw mah udah hapal ma kelakuan bininya die bilang ke gw gini "pasti sepatu lagi dehhh" sambil cembetut monyong mukenye, heheheh dan gw dengan cuexx bebeknya teteuppp milih milih secara mau kebandung ya bow... masak gw harus pake high heels sih kan enggak lucu [ secara spokat gw banyakan yg high heels :( ] ya wes akhirnya gw niatin beli sepatu plastik lucu buat jjs dibandung entar, ... nyari yg trepes ahhhh ... biar kagak pegel kalo buat jalan *alasan!!! kata hubby gw ...* ekekekek yarinnnn ahhhh udah pipi duduk aja tunggu aku disini ya... ekekekke :P kata gw pas mau beli ...

dan ini die penampakan sepatu plastiknya murah meriah bow ....

gimana lucu khannnn sengaja gw pilih warna gold tapi enggak terlalu ngejreng dikaki keliatan lebih bersih gituhhh, tadinya bingung mo milih warna putih, apa coklat tua, atao hitam, atao hijau muda dan pink, tapi pinknya norak sihh ... coba kalo pink yg soft gw pilih pink pastinya ... setelah pusing milih, akhirnya ya wes gw pilih yg ini aja looks okay on my foot dan harganya murah meriah cuman 20.000 perak semua harganya sama meskipun beda model dan warna hehehehhehe :D trus abis beli tadi langsung gw pake, gw pengen tau aja, dipake jalan lecet apa kagak, trus beneran nyaman apa kagak, and so far sih nyaman dan nda lecet ternyata lentur banget juga nih sepatu :D padahal dari pgs ke parkiran mobil gw di bts jauh loh bow ;) heheheheh yipiiii ... JJS di bandung sapa takut lecet ??? wakakakkaka :P

american idol season 7

malam ini gw lagi nonton american idol sengaja gw tunggu - tunggu tayangannnya dari pulang kerja tadi anddddd horeee jagoan gw ada 3 masuk semuaaaa ke 24 besarrrr "the bohemian guy" name michael johns, terusss the "16 years old guy'' name david archuleta duhhhh suaranya itu lohhhhhh njrittttt bikin merinding waktu si michael nyanyi lagu nya queen bohemian duhhhh ampe mrinding dengernya ... plus suara beningnya david masih cilik sihhhh tapi suaranyaaa bikin ademmmm and kalo ceweknya gw jagoin syaesha yg rambutnya keik nidji giring wkwkwkwkk suaranya hmmmmm have power keik beyonce gitu dehhh ekekekek :P

here are Michael Johns performs with bohemian rhapsody song from queen

[duhhhh nafsu gw liat tuh orang nyanyi chemistry nya booooowww jeng beurrrrrr help meeeee :P]

and here are the lyrics justttt a little bit ;)

.... Mama,just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head,
Pulled my trigger,now his dead,
Mama,life had just begun,
But now Ive gone and thrown it all away-
Mama ooo,
Didnt mean to make you cry-
If Im not back again this time tomorrow-
Carry on,carry on,as if nothing really matters....


and here are David Archuleta performs heaven song from bryan adams



so vote yg mana nihhh entarrrr ??? kalo gw teteuppp vote for Michael johns xixixixi :D

love or lust ?

MOIST

You're feelin' in it
You're ticklin' it
You're swimming in it
You're gonna get it

I'm insatiable
And it's all your fault
So much lust involved
To get me off
My water falls

Your se*uality (breeds)
A storm inside of me (seas)
A touch is all I need
To make me scream
Obscenities

Every time you whisper
in my ear I get
aroused
You begin to slowly
unbutton my blouse
Ki**ing on my skin my
heart's racing now

I want you boy

Caught up in the waves of
passion up and down
Love the way you
movin?my body all around
Boy you 'bout to make
the rain come down

[ Chorus ]

Feel my rain come
Pouring soaking
Longing your lips
Baby ooh

You make it so moist
When my ocean's overflowing
Afterglowing
Take me oooh

You make me so moist

Orga*mic
Row it just like that
Hope you like drowning in it
You won't have a life jacket

My thirst is quenched
Ooh baby we're so drenched
Our body's rhythms are
So cataclysmic
Got me twisted

Feeling your anatomy
breaking me down
Suc*ing on my (mmm) with
ice in your mouth
Hurry and undress me
take me right now

I'm wet for you boy

Caught up in the waves of
passion up and down
Love the way you
movin?my body all around

Boy you know you make
the rain come down
You know how to make
my rain come down

[ Chorus ]

[ 4x ]

You're feelin' in it
You're ticklin' it
You're swimming in it
You're gonna get it
Moist

listen this song googling nyari lagu-lagu janet trus nemunya di you tube abis yg gratisan suseh nyari lagu ini males download yg pake sign up hahaha , this song damn!!! it's so se*y [maaf disini gw kasih tanda"*" takut kena badan sen*or ama IT kantor wkwkwk] lagu ini bikin gw tanda tanya is it love or lust ? kadarnya lebih banyak mana ya ... hmmm wonder .... just a big question inside my head ... lagunya enakkkkk so slow banget apalagi buat didenger kaya malem ini jam 10 kurang 5 menit hujan lagi hmmm makes me want to huahhhhaaaaaa pada ngeres deh pikirannya ... udah ah postingan ini khusus buat 17 tahun keatas hahahhahaha bubeyyyy mau boboooooo and dream it hihihi ;)